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I'm not sad or depressed. I just feel like I'm surviving, not living. I think my kids would be sad, but they'll get over it. I don't feel my life makes a difference to anyone, except my husband, maybe. I don't think of taking my life, I just don't care. If I die I just want it to be quick. I don't want my family to feel pain. I know what you mean about just surviving each day, but not really living it.
You are probably not getting any joy out of anything and feel like a robot just going through the daily motions. You don't want your family to have to deal with your death, you never get over it, whether its suicide or accidental, or just that person's time to go.
I was Lonley Mothers Holy Land - Calle & The Undervalleys - Valley Rally when I lost my mother, and I am still not over it. The problem is that if you want to die, you are depressed, your just not manic or depressed in the traditional sense.
What you should do is make an effort to find joy and happinness. Its not easy at first, because you have to force yourself and fake it, but after time it becomes easier.
Find an acitivity that you can grow a passion for. Something you look forward to. You sound very depressed to me. I think that maybe its time you started living for yourself. Life is this huge ride and the sad and lonely times are there to make the happy times so much better. Your kids might just be 21, but they still would hurt for a long time if you left, they need you as long as you can be there for them, but more importantly, I think you need to find yourself.
Paint a picture, take a photo, go on a holiday alone, just find someway to enjoy yourself and do that more often! Life is crazy, and I have been depressed heavily before too, and you either need to take steps to enjoy your life for you, or see a doctor. You have obviously made your children the focus of your life. You never developed yourself. You need to start I Dont Care - CHAPTER 11 - Live And Direct things that you wanted to do, but never had the time.
For instance, I always wanted to paint. Now that the children I Dont Care - CHAPTER 11 - Live And Direct gone I do that. As a matter of fact, I have found several hobbies I enjoy, and I have joined a charitable organization that helps the needy.
If you just need to feel needed, there are hospitals and nursing homes that need volunteers. There are clubs and charity organizations that do things for the disabled or less fortunate. There are plenty of ways to make yourself useful. It is those that usually take more than they give to the community that eventually feel unattached and unneeded. I am not sure that I Dont Care - CHAPTER 11 - Live And Direct your case, but if it is start being of service to your community.
Get help! Can't you confide in your husband?! I think you should seek some help maybe from your doctor or someone you feel comfortable opening up to re what you are experiencing and try not to stay by yourself and always find something interesting to do that will take your mind off certain things that won't make you feel depress etc I know how ur feeling. Im feeling the same way but i cant find a way to kill myself painless and quick. I hate this Creep - Deadmau5 - while(1<2) wasnt made for me.
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It sounds as though you may be a little depressed and bored with your life as the children have all grown up. Try and do some voluntary work some where in your community. It will be a start and put you in contact with people then you will be able to make some new friends.
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